No Subject (Come With Me)

You've all been here before. push play when ready.

step one: http://listen.grooveshark.com/#/search/songs/?query=cartel%20get%20away

step two:

Stop and turn,
Look away right now
You never will find a safer thing,
if you turn around

[Pre-Chorus]
If anybody wants to see you now,
they'll have to get through me
Cause everybody burns for something special,
somehow they might see and Oh.

[Chorus]
Get, Get, Get away from me.
You don't know what I'm capable of.
Just you wait and see.
And Baby, Baby, Baby, I'm ashamed.
Well I can do some terrible things
So now's your time to leave.

Twist and turn.
Please don't let me in it's not a lie.
We think that it's understood
If you should leave me now.

[Pre-Chorus]
If anybody wants to see you now,
they'll have to get through me
Cause everybody burns for something special,
somehow they might see and Oh.

[Chorus]
Get, Get, Get away from me.
You don't know what I'm capable of.
Just you wait and see.
And Baby, Baby, Baby, I'm ashamed.
Well I can do some terrible things

So now's your time to leave.
[repeat]

step three: sometime I feel like this song. Sometimes I feel like my mind is my worst enemy, accompanied by my heart, which feels whatever my mind (or others) puts in to it; it is my greatest strength and most vulnerable weakness. I over think everything, I worry about things that are out of my control, and I put thoughts in to my head that should definitely not remain there. And tonight, the result is this song. I'm scared I'm going to mess things up, that I'm not going to know, and that time somehow isn't on my side.

but.

step four: http://listen.grooveshark.com/#/search/songs/?query=mika%20love%20today

step five:

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now, it's gone away.
Hey girl why can't you carry on,
Is it 'cause you're just like your mother,
A little tight, like to tease for fun,
Well you ain't gonna tease no other,
Gonna make you a lover.

Everybody's gonna love today,
love today, love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl in the blue with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Carolina sits on ninety five
Give her a dollar and she'll make you smile.
Hook her, book her, nook her, walk away!
Girl dresses like a kid for fun,
Licks her lips like they're something other,
Tries to tell you life has just begun,
But you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother

Everybody's gonna love today,
Love today, love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl in the blue with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.
[repeat]

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

step six: this is the most played song on my ipod. I listen to it every day multiple times a day because without fail, it always makes me happy. and it reminds me of what is most important in my life. Yes, the subject matter is a little sketch (nobody go down the 95 for a while...), but the overall message is what I love most: love today. There is but one today. We have this life to love, not to spend freaking ourselves out for things that we can't control, things that we create or things that in the end, are small details to the grand stage that is life. And this life is full of love, in so many forms and in endless amount. And love brings more happiness and peace than I can describe. and I'm grateful :)

step seven: get some sleep :)

Here It Goes

I have decided to read the Twilight series. For those of you who know me, this is monumental. and I expect one of you to call the news papers asap. seriously. But in all honesty, I've wanted to read them for a while now, not because I'm dying to know how things end up with Bella and Edward or because I've been so impressed with the movies that I have to read the books, but because I want to be able to judge for myself. I'm going in with an open mind (well, as open as possible). and we'll see what happens.


Chapter One: First Sight...





ps- I'm back in America. and it's nice to be home :)
and because I know you're all losing sleep over this, I'm in the process of writing about my adventures and such, no worries, I'll post something before the summer is out.